It's been a while since I last blogged and to be real honest, I just haven't felt like it. I'm so busy and it's such a struggle to balance family and ministry and I've had to make some decisions as to where to appropriate my time, and I'm sorry but blogging doesn't rank high on the list:)
But this morning's worship experiences have led me to break my blogging fast:) Let me say this. There have been a select few (and that may be an overstatement as I can only remember a couple) worship experiences where I felt like the presence of God was moving in an extra special way. Today was such an occasion!
I guess I need to preface that by saying that I have sensed for some time that God has been preparing to take me and my church to the next level and so I've been holding on to this sense of divine expectation. I've been patiently waiting for the Lord to do His thing and today...I think he began a move of His Spirit that I can't wait to see come to fruition.
I have this passion to create a culture of unrestrained worship. I'm tired of holding back and want to lead a people who refuse to hold back in worshiping God with all their might. And today, though I think we've got a long way to go, I felt the worship was more passionate and more expressive than I've ever experienced at GCC. Walls were broken down. I have no doubt the Spirit of God was upon me as I spoke His word. And the response to the invitation was indescribable - people coming broken before the Lord, many weeping uncontrollably as the Holy Spirit ministered to them. Wow!
Please pray for me as I attempt press in to God, seeking to hear His voice, longing to know where we go from here.